The past few weeks have me thinking a lot about what I want out of relationships, and what I want out of polyamory itself. I have considered myself solo poly because I don’t want to be married or have children or a joint bank account. I’ve also had a lot of bad roommate situations over […]
The Path to Compassion
Like I said, I recently read Pema Chodron’s book When Things Fall Apart. Thinking about the book more yesterday, I realized that maybe I had misunderstood what she was saying. The book talks about feeling forgiveness and compassion when bad things happen to us, and sitting with the complexity of the situation instead of retreating […]
Sitting with Grief
I realize I’ve been seeing this process of grief as something to get through. In the wake of so many large changes and upsets in the past few months, I was beyond ready for things to settle. For things to feel okay. I wanted the grief to go away. I thought if I could sit […]
When Things Fall Apart
I’ve been reading Pema Chodron’s book When Things Fall Apart: Heart Advice for Difficult Times. I’m both glad to be reading it and simultaneously quite uncomfortable and not sure I am able to understand and internalise everything she is saying. I’ve been going through a lot of big changes in the past year. Starting a […]
Loss and Gain
I’ve been through a lot of changes in the past year. Health issues. Job loss. Job gain. New career trajectory. Back in school. Loss of home. Moving to a new home. Trying to do things I’ve never done before that I’m not really sure how to do. And most recently, the loss of one of […]
Update
It’s recently come to my attention that someone who is emotionally abusive towards me is using the posts I make on my website to gain information about my life. I am still dedicated to the honesty and authenticity I’ve been trying to build here. Based on this new information, however, I need to take some […]